thanks to the people who sent me really sweet messages last night. i really needed that.
sometimes i wonder if my life is actually worth it.
i mean come on. im twenty years old, ive never had a boyfriend, never even been kissed. Im a proper fucking cunt to everyone around me. i constantly think everyone hates me which only pushes me to further my twattyness. im fat and lets be honest, as much as guys say they dont care, im not a fucking idiot. i cant stick with anything i ever start. Im not going to college and i have a barely proper job.
i dont know man. sometimes i feel like the daily struggle is all in vain.
and why continue on in something im obviously not getting anywhere in. i just feel like im miserable every single day and i just think im wasting my fucking time.
NEED MONEY FOR COLLEGE
NEED COLLEGE FOR JOB
NEED JOB FOR MONEY
WHO THE FUCK DESIGNED THIS SYSTEM
NEED EXPERIENCE FOR JOB
NEED JOB TO GET EXPERIENCE
NEED CAR FOR JOB
NEED JOB FOR CAR
90% of my anxiety in a text post
*sees that Pierce the Veil is finally on tour again*
*…with Sleeping With Sirens.*
All Time Low is that band that no matter what happens will always have a place in your heart. Even if you don’t listen to them anymore; don’t like their music anymore etc. Those four Baltimore boys are home, and home always stays in your heart.